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How could she know?And how could she know,
that day would be the last?
The last day she'd ever see
the smile on her best friend's lips.
The last day she'd ever joke
sharing the hilarity completely.
The last day she'd feel comfortable
with the friend that never judged.
The last day she'd feel safe
and invincible, as all teenagers should.
The last day she'd hear someone say
"It'll be okay" and believe it.
The last day she'd have hope
that maybe things would get better.
How could she know,
as her friend went to take a shower,
that she wouldn't come out awake
or die later that night?
Let's get the blood flowingSo let's get the blood flowing
Cuz I'm sick of this unknowing
When the pain is going to stop
And when my heart is going to drop
Already broken, and unable to focus
The cloud in my brain matching
The clouds overhead snatching
My hope away.
That little thing we call love
Is what keeps us above
When we feel like we're going to drown
On the tears flowing from our own
Two bloodshot eyes.
And ripped from our lives
We struggle to survive.
And to drain the blood through
My veins until my lips go blue
And everyone at school thinks I've got the flu
Until that announcement is made
"A tragedy - another teenager takes his life"
Empty and ContentSome people are like walls
They only give you so much
Keeping so much inside
And good to provide
A temporary stable point.
And some people are like books
Open wide and flipping fast
More like movies actually
And you can't get a grasp
On their entirety.
I don't know what I am.
I feel like the wind, blown throughout
And going without
Real direction or choice.
And I feel like a shell:
So is it sad then to want to go insane
Have friends like Bob and Jane
Keep them all inside my head
And I'd never have to leave my bed
Because everyone I needed to trust
And know knows what I want them to know
Would stay with me
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More